Letting go

Have you ever felt like you gave up part of you were? A piece of you that will never come back? This part of you has been with you for many years now? You have been through thick and thin, good and bad, ups and downs, ins and outs, vallys and peaks, clouds and sunshine, and all the other phrases that portray life. Its the part of you that allowed you to interact with friends, family, and loved ones, and now its gone, only to be replaced by some strange and foreign intruder. Now the part that has replaced it wont become part of you for some time. So during this transition period you feel like you are going around borrowing a piece of somebody else. Its like getting that new girlfriend or boyfriend, learning about who they are and what they like, figuring it out all over again. I just want there to be comfort and familiarity. But no...its gone. I had to break up with my old phone number...and get a new one.